Friday, December 9, 2011

Life as I now know it..

Well it has been awhile since I have posted..Isabel is beautiful, growing like a weed!!! She is just the most wonderful little girl ever!!! August I started feeling bad, with some aches and pains, fatigue..etc..etc..etc..To make a long story short, I have recently been diagnosed with they think....., ruling out some other things, but this is what the rheumatologist feels it is..To be honest with you it just sucks!!! I dont know if what I am going thru is the worst or the fear of the unknown!!! I have read and read other peoples stories and it is not what I am sure it is not what they want either..But I need positive reinforcement!!! I want to be postive..just trying to learn to cope..Life as I now know it!!! Hope all is well with everyone..Happy Holidays!!!

Wednesday, July 27, 2011


We are on our 22 second day in a roll for over 100 degree temps...we have had 30 out of 33 days of over 100 here in Arkansas!!!! Been days since we have had rain!!!! Miserable!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope everyone else is doing well in their neck of the country!!! Much love, Cindy

Monday, July 18, 2011

Sunday, June 12, 2011

As she sits in the rocking chair
she rocks with an intensity
that of course leads no where

In her utterly
anxiety flows through her like a muddy river
 she waits 
and waits
 for the quaking
in her veins to cease

Nerves are as
as the vintage wine bottle
that lays at her feet

Her heart soars with love and contentment
that NO words can describe
                                                             Her mind is a restless wind
which can not be contained

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

the tiny foundation
of our next generation-
sweet baby feet

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

in my heart
something was missing
now love overflows
into a pool
of completion
Sweet Baby-